though i know i dont wan to post anything but i really dont know wat to do to help my mother and this really suck. just when i tot dat apr or even 2011 will be a great year. this kind of thing must happen. how i wish i went home earlier, talk to my mother more on the phone dat day, now she lying there. it really suck. i wan her to be okay, tell me or when call me to tell me dat she is okay. why must this happen twice? and to my mother. she been nice to everyone. why must dat stupid bubble come. i really wish i could take a needle and poke it myself.fuck u bubble, u better appear so dat the doctor are poke u. now i dont even feel like doing anything but just wait, wait for my mother to wake up and tell me dats she okay, nag at me. i really hope the dat stupid xray can find the bubble. i know my mother wan everyone not to be sad and not worry for her esp when this is so sudden. pls pls pls, someone tell me dat she will be up soon. i still wan her to be there for me, i really love and miss you, know u will be strong and pass all the hurdles.pls be okay:(
apparantly according to yingyan, i blog only once a year. so yeah. post on 2011. read my last few post and i found out the way i type is like kinda childish. but yea. blogging is lame. but my shifu make blog reading funny and damn stalkerish. hahahahahhahahaa sch going to start in a week time. which sucks but done all awesome stuffs during the march holidays. okay la, write very long le